Baby,

I woke up today with the realization that I want to marry you someday. 

I just love you with every fiber of my being. 

Yours,

Anj

My love,

You are always the best part of my day. Yours is the first voice I would like to hear and the last that I would like to remember before I sleep. I count the hours til you wake up so I can hear your voice again. Honey, I can only wish for us to be together already but I know you have your priorities like working for your family here which I really, really understand. In fact, I admire you for it. I am so proud to be your girlfriend. I am so happy to be with a man who understands his priorities and sticks with them, no matter how tough it gets and how much he has to sacrifice for it. You are my ideal guy and I am glad that you are mine.

I love you baby.

I love you so much.

Yours,

Anj

My love,

I'm so happy that you chose to share a part of your life with me. I am grateful for the trust and love you give me every single day. I know it can be quite difficult to share things in the past we would much rather forget like the story I told you awhile ago about school and my suicidal tendencies, but really, I'm thankful for the trust. 

Baby, i was so scared to tell you my secret. I was afraid you wouldn't look at me the same way once I told you I didn't finish my thesis. It's a painful part of my past that I wish didn't happen, but I already made my mistake. As corny as it may sound, if I did things differently, you wouldn't be in my life now. 

I will never get tired of telling you how lucky I am to have you in my life. I will do anything to keep your trust. Promises are nothing baby, but I give you my whole commitment to make you happy every single day and not give you any reason to doubt and regret giving me your trust. 

I love you so much. 

Yours til forever,

Anj 

My dearest Patrick,


You probably know by now that I take comfort in my words. I've written you a couple of letters in the past, some I may have sent via e-mail and others I have written longhand, but none of them in a blog. I feel inadequate, my words pouring out of my heart and mind at a speed I cannot control. My love has made me incapable of syntax as I try to make sense and bring structure to the intensity of emotion that I have for you. You are my light, my meaning, my everything. I love you, my dearest.

Yours until forever,

Anj